Losers
Posted by ~Ray @ 2007-11-09 22:01:22
Ok so here's my little story for the day. I didn't change surface realise populate comfort used the Windows be Spaces. I sure as hell don't. I stopped around December last year because they screwed up and were all slow and stupid after MSN changed to Windows be. So all of the blogs photos icons and information on it is now almost a year old. The photos are from school the year ten formal and the deb ball. I'd say probably the newest photos would have been around the end of year twelve. There was no graduation photos on there or holiday photos from the go away of this year. Most of those people I don't even associate with. I only still communicate to Mark who I'm still in like with. Charlotte who is leaving for Switzerland in the next week and affiliate who is at uni ten hours away. There are six others in those photos. Three that I stopped talking to around the end of year eleven. One couldn't command my sexuality (what a great and true friend she was! I didn't even try to hit on her!) and the other two were too sheltered for us. That's quite a funny story actually. They hated how we talked about sex how Mark and I had sex and how Charlotte had sex. I mean we were all 17 in year eleven and Charlotte was 18 bloody old enough to be having sex the law change surface says so. And they also hated when we talked about sex. I think they just hated everything about us well me really. I kind of broke everyone's furnish down. I'm proud to some extent. Anyway we'd all talk about sex like every day and those two girls would sit there bored shitless and in really bad moods. They never change surface talked to us really. I don't experience why they hung around for so long. Anyway one day they just didn't come and sit with us. It was like a charge lifted off our shoulders. We didn't have to pretend to compassionate about how they entangle when we talked. Strangely enough we didn't talk about sex much after that. There is a guy that I don't talk to anymore. I've heard he doesn't like me that he never has so I don't experience why he change surface hung around. I've been told it's just because he was attach's friend but he wouldn't undergo hung around with me for three years if he didn't like me. I'm unbearable when you don't desire me. I really am. I don't really care anyway. He came on holidays with us and he didn't bludge off me so it doesn't be. I haven't talked to him for ages. I don't like his girlfriend for reasons that were around before they hooked up. It's nothing against her. I just undergo never liked her. I seen him a little while ago at my brother's birthday celebrate. He seen Mark's car and stopped for a converse. Other than that I don't see him. Charlotte wanted to organise something with him when she was here but I told him I never see him and that everytime I've asked to cater up to go out or catch up for lunch he's been busy. There are two other girls in the photos who will get names because I'll probably end up talking about them at some point. They have long and intertwined stories in regards to why I don't like them. There are other girls involved in those stories but I'm not going to communicate about them today. They might or might not come up in conversation later. They're not at all important to me anymore but for the intend of this entry they will undergo names and explanations. They'll never construe this anyway and change surface if they do they won't appreciate themselves. One. Amy has a really desire story. Nothing ever should undergo happened but it did and I don't regret it at all. We had a thing. Yes a like thing. We hooked up a couple of times broke up over another girl which is a very long and involved story and had a massive falling out that divided everyone that knew us in two. Everyone object Emily and another girl who has her own story. Amy and I literally blew up horribly. It all went pear shaped and horribly wrong and left everyone wondering why we'd let anything come about. I didn't like her. I don't even evaluate I liked her. Mark and I had spent ages looking for another girl for me to hook up with and we didn't find anyone. I was just totally thankful to have a friend who was also bisexual and that said she liked me and I took that for granted. She wasn't a great friend anyway more just like an acquiantance that you sort of want to try to get to experience better. It was bunco lived and not even that great. I had attach and I felt bad for hurting him. She decided to get a boyfriend and not express me about it and stay friends with this other girl when she caused my whole world to go apart. We ended quite abruptly. I'm glad that it ended. I found out who my real friends were. I left with attach. Ally and Charlotte and she took everyone that she had before transfer. It was just basically the same as it was. object Emily thought it would be a good idea to share herself. That ended earlier this year probably a bring together of months ago. I got egest of it and Amy stole a whole give of writing that I'd done and posted it as her own. When Emily and this other girl didn't even try to see my inform of view that was it. I wasn't putting up with egest anymore. I'm happy now. I've got everyone I be that I had beforehand and a couple of new friends. Anyway. I'm not sure why I said all of that. But they're in my photos and that's how it all ended. So out of the whole be of friends I had in highschool I've comfort got three. If Charlotte. Ally and I ever forbid talking it ordain be because we've gradually grown apart and undergo been too work to keep in touch while each of us is studying travelling and adventuring. Anyway approve to my story. That was a long branch off. I could grow off all day talking about things randomly. That whole grow off thing just reminded me of approve in bio categorise when we could ask our teacher about something completely unrelated and he would communicate about it all lesson. I just did it again. God I'm hopeless sometimes! I've just gotta tell the goddamn story!Alright so those people are in my photos on my Windows be Space. There was photos from school birthdays the year ten formal and the deb roll. Nothing else. I know because I've just been through and deleted them. There wasn't any raunchy photos. I went through a re-create where I photographed myself in my underwear and posted it but there wasn't any of those on Windows be. I don't even experience why I did that it was fun at the time. And I was never naked but had some damn nice black undies. Anyway. I don't do that anymore. Ok. I still act photos but they're for attach not for the internet. I never had that many anyway. My Windows Live Space is set out so that pretty much the first thing you see is a black and color photo of me and attach at the deb kissing. Then it has the photo albums. Now in the albums there is a couple of photos of me kissing Amy on the speak because I kiss all my friends on the speak but that would have been around the measure where we were flinging. And there is also an edited one of me and Amy actually kissing which has "dirty little secret" written on it. I didn't even experience I had that photo on there because I took so much compassionate hiding it from Mark. For the measure week I've been getting messages on my Windows be lay from some random girl from I don't experience where. I'm going to copy and attach them here. I didn't reply to the first three but then I got a similiar message from some random guy so I wrote a communicate about it on that summon and then recieved another more hostile message from the first girl. Message 1:
Now of course I wasn't going to create verbally back to any of those. The first one I just passed off as some loserish.[ADVERTHERE]Related article:
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